this song kinda sounds like my relationship right now
idk what is going on……
i want to be with you till the end of time
my heart is telling me to fix it and stay you wanna stay , yet my mind is telling me this isnt going to work out its never gonna change he just doesnt love you the way you love him. my heart screams in pain everytime i look at him knowing he will never feel the same. yet my heart keeps this little burning flame for him. he is everything i want except that he doesnt want me )=. why do i love with nothing in return? i just want to tell him everything on how i feel but if i do i know it will only push him further into the unknown. i dont know how it got this bad one minute we are unbreakable then the next we are crumbling into a million cookie crumbs. he made me believe that i could be someones world like they are mine. he listened to my everyword patiently and happily. now my words are no longer words but just a murmur that gets ignored. i used to be able to make him proud that i was his and his only now im just another girl that will never hold him close. he used to smile at me when he looked into my eyes now he doesnt even look or notice me. i have become a shadow on the wall. i wish i could be that girl for him but instead im the one thats there to keep him company till he finds that one. my heart cant take much more it hurts so deeply and he takes it with a grain of salt. i have to guess how he feels and i cant keep guessing and wondering when is the day he will realize he doesnt want anything to do with me………..im a very torn and broken girl right now …
rant over……….
